i have no idea where this left turn came from. i felt strong and i wrote down a bunch of ideas to paint last week. but i couldn't got to the canvas. i haven't been feeling particularly good. been sleeping a lot having plenty of dreams. this wasn't easy but somehow putting them here helps.
it's kind of funny I'm failing digital imaging. im doing these things by trial and error. haven't done any homework for digital imaging bc all i wanna do is my own art and read. i feel particularly out of reality these days. i honestly don't wanna show up to a new week critique without any art work. that's embarrassing. i guess even if not related the effort was made. i pushed. should have done it with paint? but i don't know i guess art is art,. bjork helps.
now that they're out of system i can be more at peace.