i was just in class when the deadline for the midterm was announced; my competitive nervous self, said fuck internally/externally. what do i have to show but some doodles? why is other people's opinion important to me? what am i gonna do i don't have enough time... and then it all came to my head a shrine, the abstract or gestural paintings i'm doing right now will serve as a frame for something special. big and fancy. i don't even know what its gonna be but there's hope its not shit.